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Thursday, November 30, 2006
its been awhile
havent had dat much tyme and energy to juz sit and post an entry.
werk has kept me away frm daily lives.
frm my loved ones.
and i miss dem. and hym.
yes! hym! don bother to ask y..
it was a rather quiet day at werk. most of dem are at the SITEX exhibition @ EXPO.
and i tot i wont be able to see my Mr.J haha! but hell yeah! he came back ard noon!
hapi hapi hapi! but i didnt talk as much as i used to today. maybe i was too lazy too talk.
and its been awhile since i last saw Mr.D! i wonder where he'd gone to..
it was juz a mere luck dat i saw him juz now..after lyke...2weeks? hah!
there u go! and he smiled! =)
he's goin off fer a short trip tmr. damn!
will be back oni on sunday!
im sure to miss hym!!!! yes! wateva pple say abt me...i will miss hym fer sure!
my dearest,have a safe journey! i'll be waiting fer you here... patiently.i love you! and will miss you!
please believe me again at 11:15 PM
Y
Saturday, October 07, 2006
:: i nid to go on hiatus ::
i reali cant thank her enuff! thank you!
i somehow felt better after talking n letting it out to adlina.
reali! way better den during the day. tink its a new record.
coz dis is definately my first tyme talking and sharing my thoughts and feeling to her. i don remember sharing aniting lyke dis wif her.
i made d move to text her becoz i remembered her replyin to one of my post saying...
"even tho we're not DAT close, don feel like you can't talk to me k!"i haf those werds stored in my mind. reali! and sumtymes u reali nid to talk to sumone who've been in the situation ur in. so.. i had her in mind! =) and to know dat we haf dis one ting in common, dat makes a plus point. i guess. hehe..
be loud or be soft? which is better? hmm.. it has to be equal, i belif.
i nid to do sum serious self-reflection. and i nid tyme off. nid to go on indefinite hiatus.
i realy pray dis will werk. insya'allah.
lyke adlin say.. i haf to tell myself dat i can. i nid to do self encouragement&motivation. cant be too dependant.
but still...
i source for strength, encouragement & motivation.
*no one knows im dying inside. i nid to get my life back.*
please believe me again at 2:19 AM
Y
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i decided to blog here fer the mean tyme tho i noe i've actli closed dis url down.
but ouh well..juz feel lyke doin it here.
juz a pic fer my entertainment. haha...

please believe me again at 1:34 AM
Y
Monday, June 26, 2006
Since he's gone..
she have to move on..
orangeyspicy...
only left with...
BITTERSWEET MEMORIES...
Sweet Farewell people....
please believe me again at 1:10 AM