havent had dat much tyme and energy to juz sit and post an entry.
werk has kept me away frm daily lives.
frm my loved ones.
and i miss dem. and hym.
yes! hym! don bother to ask y..



it was a rather quiet day at werk. most of dem are at the SITEX exhibition @ EXPO.
and i tot i wont be able to see my Mr.J haha! but hell yeah! he came back ard noon!
hapi hapi hapi! but i didnt talk as much as i used to today. maybe i was too lazy too talk.



and its been awhile since i last saw Mr.D! i wonder where he'd gone to..
it was juz a mere luck dat i saw him juz now..after lyke...2weeks? hah!
there u go! and he smiled! =)
























he's goin off fer a short trip tmr. damn!
will be back oni on sunday!
im sure to miss hym!!!! yes! wateva pple say abt me...i will miss hym fer sure!









my dearest,
have a safe journey! i'll be waiting fer you here... patiently.
i love you! and will miss you!

i reali cant thank her enuff! thank you!


i somehow felt better after talking n letting it out to adlina.
reali! way better den during the day. tink its a new record.
coz dis is definately my first tyme talking and sharing my thoughts and feeling to her. i don remember sharing aniting lyke dis wif her.
i made d move to text her becoz i remembered her replyin to one of my post saying...
"even tho we're not DAT close, don feel like you can't talk to me k!"
i haf those werds stored in my mind. reali! and sumtymes u reali nid to talk to sumone who've been in the situation ur in. so.. i had her in mind! =) and to know dat we haf dis one ting in common, dat makes a plus point. i guess. hehe..



be loud or be soft? which is better? hmm.. it has to be equal, i belif.
i nid to do sum serious self-reflection. and i nid tyme off. nid to go on indefinite hiatus.


i realy pray dis will werk. insya'allah.
lyke adlin say.. i haf to tell myself dat i can. i nid to do self encouragement&motivation. cant be too dependant.


but still...






i source for strength, encouragement & motivation.













*no one knows im dying inside. i nid to get my life back.*

i decided to blog here fer the mean tyme tho i noe i've actli closed dis url down.
but ouh well..juz feel lyke doin it here.


juz a pic fer my entertainment. haha...

Since he's gone..
she have to move on..




orangeyspicy...
only left with...





BITTERSWEET MEMORIES...





Sweet Farewell people....